im really struggling right now

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Happy MONDAY I hope you are doing your best and I love u
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  1. morgans vlogs
    morgans vlogs
    5 күн мурун

    I love you 🖤 even if you don’t feel loved remember that you are and life always works out for the best

    1. Chareena Acosta
      Chareena Acosta
      11 саат мурун

      I hope you know this for yourself, too, Morgan. 💜 HUGS *

    2. Lynn Smith
      Lynn Smith
      Күн мурун

      @Shari Lynn like you can't tell anyone what to do you're pathetic it's called freedom of speech.

    3. Shari Lynn
      Shari Lynn
      Күн мурун

      Honey, you need to go see a doctor. You are definitely depressed and may need some antidepressants. I mean that with love. 🌷

    4. Megan Dehn-Rose
      Megan Dehn-Rose
      Күн мурун

      Girl this is the most relatable vlog of all time

    5. Michaela Giddings
      Michaela Giddings
      2 күн мурун

      I don't get that she does not realise how pretty she is Hi and I love you

  2. i am mimi
    i am mimi
    2 саат мурун

    When you said you’re at a point when you are afraid for the sun to set cause that’s when the bad feelings set in, Ive never related more!!!!!!!!!!!! Morgan you’re my family. Thank u

  3. Miah Wagner
    Miah Wagner
    2 саат мурун

    morgan im so sorry you're not feeling yourself right now :/ I have to say though that you are STUNNING!! i love your style and your soul is so pure and I just want to say that you are loved by so many! for real though you are so hot it's kind of unreal.

  4. Ashley Pless
    Ashley Pless
    4 саат мурун

    Morgan plz talk to a therapist😟

  5. Meanwhile
    4 саат мурун

    its crazy cuz I literally have felt like that and tbh I never understood how people can be so effected by depression but then I learned the hard way hope you keep on going forward Morgan

  6. Izzy Byrne
    Izzy Byrne
    5 саат мурун

    oh my god Morgan, this made me so sad! But I admire your honestly and I appreciate you being so brave in sharing your lows, because we do all have them! It's about time someone normalizes not being okay sometimes! God bless, hope you're feeling better

  7. Devereaux
    6 саат мурун

    Honey, I love you. What you're going through sounds like panic attacks. I have them too, ever since COVID started last March. Please talk to your therapist or primary care physician about it. I take Busbar & Pristiq for my anxiety, but even on medicine you're still going to have bad days (but you'll be able to emotionally handle them better). ❤

  8. Camila Cornejo
    Camila Cornejo
    6 саат мурун

    I bought new DC shoes!!!!!

  9. Cynthia Harris
    Cynthia Harris
    7 саат мурун

    I NEVER COMPARE MY SELF TO PPL EVER....... not wreath my time no point in it all, nothing but hot hair waste of time........

  10. Laura Heinz
    Laura Heinz
    7 саат мурун

    Dude ryland sucks. You don’t. Get over LA. Move on. Alone.

    1. laskin riubn
      laskin riubn
      6 саат мурун

      control. Thank you

  11. Crystal Causland
    Crystal Causland
    8 саат мурун

    You are so sweet and funny, life will get better. Life really is the shits and we have to keep pushing passed the horrible pandemic. I hope you feel better it's so overwhelming I'm sending you a big hug,😘💜💜💜😁

    1. laskin riubn
      laskin riubn
      6 саат мурун

      need to realize that

  12. Kelsie O'Mara
    Kelsie O'Mara
    9 саат мурун

    Being a young adult is hard... theres so many directions to take and you take one and do a U turn and the cycle goes on.. currently I'm attempting to switch careers but what happens if I get into it and dont end up liking it.. like I'm already starting over.. I definitely felt this HARD when I was deciding to quit my job, wtf is my purpose?! This is just the eb and flow of young adult hood... but on a real note I do hope your getting some amount of help and talking to someone about this

  13. Carlita Bonita
    Carlita Bonita
    9 саат мурун

    You are doing a lot of good things.. getting up, going out... all of that. I had that too... but I couldn't make the efforts as quickly as you did. I finally am now.. but I had to get out on Cymbalta and that worked sooooo well. That dark cloud lifted after about a month. Prozac used to work for my anxiety so well but with my horrible depression I had to switch to Cymbalta. I'm proud of you.

  14. Depressing vlogs
    Depressing vlogs
    9 саат мурун

    Morgan’s literally glowing here ! As always

  15. alondra Lima
    alondra Lima
    10 саат мурун

    I broke down this week too. To the point where I was on the floor with my head down crying out of frustration, sadness, mental pain and stressed out to the point when I'm trying extremely hard to keep it all together. People love to criticize and have their own opinions but those can really hurt . You just break. I get it. Update I feel better today(: remember we always have ups and downs in life. We are in this world together.

  16. GlamClo
    10 саат мурун

    Your definitely not the only one I get this all the time look ok on the outside but breaking in the inside but your strong and beautiful and you’ll get through it love you so much take care 💚🖤

  17. alondra Lima
    alondra Lima
    10 саат мурун

    Life is beautiful ❤ Only think about the positive. Love u morgan!

  18. Chareena Acosta
    Chareena Acosta
    11 саат мурун

    Morgan, please get out of Los Angeles. You are so happy when you’re back home with your family.

  19. Isabelle Paulino
    Isabelle Paulino
    11 саат мурун

    I wish I could be your friend in real life and just give you a hug and motivation 🥺

  20. Chanteil Lemons
    Chanteil Lemons
    11 саат мурун

    Girl same. I think we can all relate to how you are feeling, especially with what we are gong through right now.

  21. Rachel Bond
    Rachel Bond
    12 саат мурун

    I went through this and was later diagnosed with ADHD!

  22. Shahbaz ahmed
    Shahbaz ahmed
    12 саат мурун

    Hi good nice

  23. Cayleen Bonneville
    Cayleen Bonneville
    12 саат мурун

    I’m not trying to scare anyone because I don’t regret it and we need this. However ever since my j&j vaccine I’ve been completely off mentally, I’ve been totally depressed, everything is hard to do (even showering), I’m mad at literally everyone, it’s so frustrating. I feel like a total monster and I’m doing my best. Its just not going well for me.

  24. las palmas
    las palmas
    13 саат мурун

    i know its going to sound weird but i needed to see this video right now. Thank you for sharing

  25. Kira Michele
    Kira Michele
    14 саат мурун

    I'm going through the same thing. I graduated college two years ago and since then I've been so goddamn lonely and just trying to live like I did then and I can't, I just can't and I need to realize that

  26. Tia Wang
    Tia Wang
    14 саат мурун

    Morgan thanks for the video, I am going through the same depressing stage of my life, and this video really remind me that I am not alone, and it is normal to feel sad and out of control. Thank you

  27. Celeste A.
    Celeste A.
    15 саат мурун

    you are beautiful inside and out. ❤

  28. Elisa Ashley
    Elisa Ashley
    16 саат мурун

    Morgan, can I be your big sister? We can share stuff so neither of us drown in THINGS and you will be the young pretty one! Hugs.

  29. Maja Jansson
    Maja Jansson
    16 саат мурун


  30. Alice Wong
    Alice Wong
    16 саат мурун

    This video is relatable af

  31. Sassy Ma
    Sassy Ma
    16 саат мурун

    Boo boo you just need a boyfriend...But what do I know im married and im so lonely and depressed..Oh God help us!

  32. Bethany Gates
    Bethany Gates
    17 саат мурун

    This is so relatable, I feel the same way, completely empty. And I totally feel it more at night too.

  33. Bethany Gates
    Bethany Gates
    17 саат мурун

    We should bring Osiris’s back 🤣🤣🤣

  34. Amplified by Nature
    Amplified by Nature
    17 саат мурун

    I’m sorry for your struggle, Morgan. I cried with you because I felt this so much. I have been there so many times. Hope you have better days soon. Also, you look SO pretty in that red dress. 🔥 I mean, wtf.

  35. 505 Street Cars
    505 Street Cars
    17 саат мурун

    Depression is such a MFer isn't it? It's REALLY hard for someone who hasn't experienced it to understand what it's like. I feel the same way as you Morgan. I have really good things, people, and stuff in my life but....the hole is always there. And when you talked about even just getting dressed, and out of bed...ugh it feels pointless sometimes. But hearing someone else talk about the same things that effect me does help. So thank you for sharing, and I love you too.

  36. Jacqueline Temple
    Jacqueline Temple
    17 саат мурун

    Take it from a 58yr old mum of three grown sons, depression/anxiety rarely has a defined reason. I suffered with postnatal depression so severe I was hospitalised (not the medical kind either) and I learnt so much from looking back, mainly that some days it felt like my world was caving in and some days 'the sun was shining' but nothing happened to make those days different! My husband has often talked about coming in from work not knowing what version of me would be there, sunshine happy or sobbing because I forgot to buy eggs that day...I noticed you trying to convince yourself that everything would be ok or smiling when you really wanted to cry, pretending to 'enjoy' yourself because you don't want others to worry about you . I saw myself in your eyes, worried what people will think if you fall apart. Teach yourself to be aware that it's ok to have bad days when you're dealing with depression, it doesn't mean you're not getting better, it just means that today is a tough day. Keep a mini journal of good days (or hours) and bad days, over the course of a month try to aim for more good days than bad. You may have already done this but just in case, get your thyroid levels checked (I didn't get diagnosed till I was almost 40!) and your Vitamin B/hormone levels checked. So many people think vitamins aren't important because you can buy them over the counter, but the B vitamins (there's a few) are massively important to your mind and body, I only know this because my thyroid condition means I can't store them no matter how healthy I eat. If I sound like a fruit loop, ask google lol...and please, just don't rule out a medical reason for your anxiety/depression. Sorry for the ramble but I wish someone had told me in my 20's what I know now. xx

  37. toijg avnnr
    toijg avnnr
    19 саат мурун

    to forgiving her. Thank you for being authentically raw. A simple video can help the unexpected.

  38. Nicci Florentz
    Nicci Florentz
    19 саат мурун

    My depression has never felt so represented before. Also, your growth is heartwarming

  39. MartinsMusicChannel
    20 саат мурун

    sending you a virtual, socially distanced hug. Youre not stupid, if thats how you feel - thats how you feel.

    1. toijg avnnr
      toijg avnnr
      19 саат мурун

      have, but I relate to you so much. Depression & anxiety can be a bitch, but it’s gotta get better, right? That’s what I keep telling myself. Love you Morgan 💜

  40. fizzypop
    20 саат мурун

    Thanks for sharing what you are going through Morgan >< You're not alone 🤎

  41. Sophia J
    Sophia J
    20 саат мурун

    Things get worst before it gets better❤️ always remember things get better

  42. Jerrica Salazar
    Jerrica Salazar
    21 саат мурун

    I’m so glad you uploaded this. Thanks for showing how it is for so many of us on a day to day basis!

  43. Kim Van den Heuvel
    Kim Van den Heuvel
    21 саат мурун

    My friend just pointed me to your video. You're my new spirit animal. Hang in there, girl. I'll try to do the same ❤️

  44. Janet MJ Meyer
    Janet MJ Meyer
    22 саат мурун

    I am so sorry for your pain but so thankful for your video. I am sure you've helped others think and keep moving forward like you're doing. I will pray for you to have peace and a break through! 💞

  45. Caitlyn B
    Caitlyn B
    22 саат мурун

    Oh my gosh Morgan! I know exactly how you feel. That was literally me all week 2 weeks ago. It's not just you who feels this way. The pandemic has been severely damaging all of us mentally. Just keep going! We will all get through this together! This will all be over soon!

  46. sunflower
    23 саат мурун

    Girl I love you. Sending you all my love and warmth your way.

  47. AmeliaNotFound
    Күн мурун

    I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!

  48. Cheryl Corbett
    Cheryl Corbett
    Күн мурун

    Love you so much Morgan ❤️ you’re not alone in how you feel. I wish I could give you a hug!

  49. Amber Dwyer
    Amber Dwyer
    Күн мурун

    I’m a mom...she’s only 8, but will some day be a woman. Let me just say, as a Mom I can honestly say you are someone I would be proud for her to be like. It doesn’t matter where you live, what you do, as long as you are always you and you’re kind. Do what makes you happy and be your true authentic self regardless of what anyone thinks. ❤️

  50. Caitlyn Schwebke
    Caitlyn Schwebke
    Күн мурун

    You’ll probably never see this but I pray that you do. Please don’t ever give up. You are SO loved and you will get through this. This was so hard to watch when you cried 🥺🥺🥺🥺 thank you for opening up. It really helped me too. We love you Morgan!! 💜💜💜💜💜

  51. Alissa Romano
    Alissa Romano
    Күн мурун

    Hang in there Morgan ! Sending you positive vibes and lots of love and hugs ♥️. You are amazing .... remember that!

  52. Life.of.briell
    Күн мурун

    That red dress is gorgeous on you!!!

  53. Alexa
    Күн мурун

    “it’s called a bathtub” HAHA

  54. Jessica Hope
    Jessica Hope
    Күн мурун

    I know this sounds stupid because we’re so critical on ourselves but you are gorgeous & have the curves that so many girls want, including me. I know we all want what we don’t have, but I relate to you so much. Depression & anxiety can be a bitch, but it’s gotta get better, right? That’s what I keep telling myself. Love you Morgan 💜

  55. The Life Of An Ordinary Egg
    The Life Of An Ordinary Egg
    Күн мурун

    I've been same the last week

  56. Mary MacDonaugh
    Mary MacDonaugh
    Күн мурун

    Morgan move back to seem so much happier there with family.

  57. Erin Shaffer
    Erin Shaffer
    Күн мурун

    Listennnnnnn. I’m not just saying this to say this or because I think you need to see this, but I thought you looked absolutely beautiful in this video. Just when I thought you couldn’t get anymore beautiful, the video come to the red dress and white jacket and you looked flawless!! You have beautiful skin, you’re just simply beautiful! I know you posted this video few days ago, and I’m a little late to the party, but everyone goes through this sadness in their life. Just feel what you need to feel. You’re already figuring it out. You will eventually come out the other side and better than ever!! You already seemed so much better in the beginning of your video. Just keep on smiling cuz it looks good on ya!! This too will pass my friend....this too will pass!

  58. Anastasia Retzer
    Anastasia Retzer
    Күн мурун

    You are so pure 💓 💖 💛

  59. corinna browning
    corinna browning
    Күн мурун

    When you said keebler elf in the DC shoes... A KEEBLER ELF FUDGE STRIPE COOKIE AD PLAYED.

  60. Its Me
    Its Me
    Күн мурун

    That plant between the two shelves?

  61. Actuality Chicken
    Actuality Chicken
    Күн мурун

    Seems like you’re happy at home. Also LA is the most emotionally and physically toxic city to live in. No one would blame you for moving out of there, just not worth it

  62. Erin Roush-West
    Erin Roush-West
    Күн мурун

    Man I appreciate how real you are. Thank you. 😘

  63. Arman Dhillon
    Arman Dhillon
    Күн мурун

    Thank you for posting this... it means a lot.... definitely many people are struggling rn including me... im a mess lol😅

  64. Mykayla Wilson
    Mykayla Wilson
    Күн мурун

    This made me cry. I feel this something hard and watching this makes me know I’m not alone and things will get better.

    Күн мурун

    Even when we fall, we are moving forward

  66. Casey Valadez
    Casey Valadez
    Күн мурун

    This video was so relatable it was refreshing. I call these moments growing pains meaning the next chapter of your life is trying to start but you haven't figured it out yet. I'm 28 and I'm having the same issue right now.

  67. Citlali Hernandez
    Citlali Hernandez
    Күн мурун

    Everyone’s emotions are valid. It absolutely does not matter your background, what you had growing up or what you have now. You should be able to talk about your feelings to those important people in your life and if they can’t sit down and listen, then they are not for you. LET. IT. OUT.

  68. Rebecca Castillo
    Rebecca Castillo
    Күн мурун

    Me at 31 with two kids and almost two years out of a 12 year relationship. Your not alone. I’m older and still facing hardships

    1. alondra Lima
      alondra Lima
      10 саат мурун

      Same .

  69. Hannah Banana
    Hannah Banana
    Күн мурун

    “I’m getting rid of things, I have too much clutter” “Should I get a pool for my room?!”

  70. Hannah Banana
    Hannah Banana
    Күн мурун

    That breakfast looked bomb as fuck

  71. Hannah Banana
    Hannah Banana
    Күн мурун

    Morgan your videos legitimately make me feel like I’m not alone, especially the ones where you’re open about your mental health ❤️

  72. Luna Otimas
    Luna Otimas
    Күн мурун

    a week in my life before my neds be like

  73. lily g
    lily g
    Күн мурун

    i like the DC shoes........

  74. Juan Nicolas
    Juan Nicolas
    Күн мурун


  75. Elsa
    Күн мурун

    Breakdown vs breakthrough....🙏🙏

  76. marissa lugo
    marissa lugo
    Күн мурун

    I understand how you feel about everything, you’re not alone

  77. Corie Gibbs-Cronce
    Corie Gibbs-Cronce
    Күн мурун

    The no. No no no no should I wear this to the store rn? Haha she’s so funny

  78. Victoria W.
    Victoria W.
    Күн мурун

    morgan thank you so much for putting out such a vulnerable side of you [idk why but I resonated w/u on so many levels in this video whilst having a mental breakdown]. it is just so helpful for you to acknowledge the void and emptiness, thank you for making me feel less alone. love u🤍✨✨

  79. Corie Gibbs-Cronce
    Corie Gibbs-Cronce
    Күн мурун

    Morgan get a dog 💗

  80. destiny Lukowski
    destiny Lukowski
    Күн мурун

    I relate to this so much. Thank you for posting this❤️ We will all be okay ❤️

  81. Jayne Carr
    Jayne Carr
    Күн мурун

    morgan i went thru the same thing when i was your was one of the hardest things...i had a really close friend group and when i was around 23 we all kind of went our seperate ways and it was really hard for me im really sorry u are going tthru this

  82. Hey Martin
    Hey Martin
    Күн мурун

    BRO DC’S 🤣🤣

  83. Hey Martin
    Hey Martin
    Күн мурун

    Morgan I love you and this video. I relate to this so hard... especially when you talk about coping with change. Thanks for being vulnerable to show that it is okay to feel like this and that people are not alone!

  84. Megan Buckler
    Megan Buckler
    Күн мурун

    Girl please leave LA!

  85. victoria hart
    victoria hart
    Күн мурун

    It does get better. U are a beautiful girl inside and out chick. Know what u mean about makin friends. Im 43 n have 0 xx

  86. Anya Zolik
    Anya Zolik
    Күн мурун

    its okay morgan i cried over my dad putting vegetables in my spaghetti everyone has bad days proud of you :)

  87. AutumnAshley
    Күн мурун

    Thank you for sharing this,

  88. Taylor C
    Taylor C
    Күн мурун

    Morgaaan! I seriously wanna buy the 9th & 13th pair of sunglasses you showed!😭😍😅 & def the 37th lmao, if you decided to change them from maybe to no hahaa😂 I've had the worst luck with sunglasses lately and can't find the style that I love anywherrrre here where I live in VA😅 I'm glad to see you're trying to stay positive through that week of depression you went through though💜

  89. bemowat
    Күн мурун

    ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤ also i relate to the crying eating eggs 😅 and my breakfast is oatmeal and banana too 😂😂❤

  90. K D
    K D
    Күн мурун

    I'm very grateful for your existence, Morgan ❤

  91. The Lucid Mystic
    The Lucid Mystic
    Күн мурун

    Girl, I HIGHLY recommend the book "The Art of Extreme Self Care" by Cheryl Richarson. It's a pretty short read but sooooo amazing. It shows us all the ways we are depriving ourselves, how our boundaries with others can affect us mentally, how extreme self care is the key to enhancing our energy, productivity, motivation, and inspiration, and how saying NO to others is a full sentence. We don't need to explain ourselves. We don't need to constantly give to others. We deserve to put ourselves first. We often deprive ourselves in more ways than we can count. I cried reading that book because it rang so true for me. And I also recommend it to my clients (even though I'm a lucid dream coach, it is helpful for EVERYONE to read this book). Our bodies will always be the first to tell us when something is wrong, and we just need to listen to those signals. I don't believe emotions come up for no reason. You're on your way to expanding into something greater which is why your current environment doesn't feel like it fits you anymore, you're energetically preparing for so much more. I hope that this book serves you and I hope that you honor your own needs and desires before other's. You deserve it.

  92. Vanessa Mitchell
    Vanessa Mitchell
    Күн мурун

    I just moved to a new city by myself and I FEEL YOU! Thanks for being relatable and know you are NOT alone!

  93. alfie ralphie
    alfie ralphie
    Күн мурун

    Same boo. Please go get some medical help. Therapy or something. I feel the same when I'm off meds. Ever since i got right meds I'm full. I didn't feel that in a while but when you started talking about how you feel my body clenched and I remembered this is my reality as well. Pleeease get help Morgan.

  94. Sir. ButtersWorth
    Sir. ButtersWorth
    Күн мурун

    California sucks. L.A to be specific.

  95. Tina Yang
    Tina Yang
    Күн мурун

    I love u Morgan! &Love the words of wisdom in the end! Ur so smart and sweet bby❤❤❤

  96. Alexa Golden
    Alexa Golden
    Күн мурун

    I think almost anyone can relate to this video and feeling this way sometimes. 🥺

  97. Erika
    Күн мурун

    Morgan, I feel you ): 💜 The ups and downs are tiring and frustrating. There’s no such thing as the perfect life, because everyone has struggles that we can’t see. It’s best not to compare. Hang in there, take care of yourself FIRST, and be with the people who love you, support you, and uplift you 💜 Depression makes us feel lonely. Don’t let it fool you, you’ve got people who love and care about you 💜

  98. Courtney Long
    Courtney Long
    Күн мурун

    Please move back to CO

  99. Amanda Jean
    Amanda Jean
    Күн мурун

    Girl you are doing it. Sometimes we stray away from the thing we really want because we are afraid that it means something about us if we decide we want something else. I was so ashamed that I didn’t want a goal I worked for and talked about most of my life. I couldn’t even stop pursuing it out my fear of being ashamed of not wanting this thing everyone supported. I asked the universe to take it away from me and literally the next day it was. My life fell apart. When you build an empire around something you don’t takes time...and it all has to come down first. Whatever it is you want....whatever you land on....just remember that it’s ok. It’s ok to change your mind. It’s ok to change directions hundreds of times. You have no one to live up to and no one to impress. Just go where you flow baby girl. I believe in you

  100. grogglez
    Күн мурун

    You're not alone girl ♥️ I've been feeling off. We're all in this together, you got this!!